This could not get any worst…

If we go back to yesterday’s madness, the day wasn’t over when I got out of work… I was still a little bit mad about the snapping and the way that David had treated me. I went home alone and made myself some food. David was still working and I didn’t have any idea when he was coming home.

Oh, I was so tired, I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up, David wasn’t there or haven’t even called or sent me a message that he was coming home late.

I went  to bed. After one hour I woke up to some noises that was coming from the living room. I knew that David had come home, but I didn’t expect to hear the noises that I heard…

I sneaked out to the living room door and noticed that David was masturbating on the couch. I felt like I’m having an seizure, for some reason I felt that I couldn’t breath or move or do anything than just stand there and stare...

When I finally was capable to move I just turned and walked straight to bed. I just laid there, in the dark. 

This might sound weird, but somehow I felt that I’m not good enough for him and that I can’t satisfy him.

 And yes I know that it's perfectly normal... 

But then, this morning I heard something that makes me more suspicious, is that before coming home David left hour before at work at drove Carol home..

 And this was something that I heard from my other coworkers, David or Carol hasn’t mentioned it…