I had just started my new job. I didn't know anybody and i was kind of lost. I had just moved in to new apartment, and i didn't know how to be alone in the house. After night shifts i just wandered around the streets and didn't really go anywhere. In the night i felt so lonely and didn't think that things are going to change any time soon.. I was wrong...
After a few months on the job, my coworkers take me to a sport bar and we'd talked and talked and everybody was getting drunk. After a while we left the bar and decided to go to another place which was a gross the street. There was lot of young people and i felt that i didn't fit in... We sat in a small table and everybody else where talking and laughing, having fun. I sat on the table and thought to myself that this wasn’t me, am not like this. After a while i decided to go home, i left the table and walked to the door... But something stopped me, i felt warm hand in my back and i knew right away who that was... It was David. David was very nice looking guy, about ten years older than me. I had a secret crush on him, but i never thought that my fantasy would come true.
There he was, holding my hand. I couldn't say anything, i just watched him when he came closer...
Next day i woke up in his bed. We had left the bar together and ended up to his place. I felt so good in his arms, but i had to get up because i had to go to work. When i left the room i had to turn back to see his face once more. He looked like a little innocent child when he was sleeping.
Whole day i thought about him and that if it was just like a one night stand or was it something more. When i left work i was sure it was just a one night thing and that i didn't never again have the chance to see his sleeping face or feeling his touch on my body. I went home and i was mad to myself, that i was so stupid to think that David saw nothing in me. I was just a pretty face who had fallen into his bed. I was mad that i had to face him the next day at work...
And the day had come. I had to go to work and face David and just hope that he doesn't even remember what had happened the other day. I tried to be happy and smile but inside i felt just empty. Then i saw him... He was looking very good and when he walked past me he smiled at me. I was a mess, i didn't know what to think. Every time he walked past me he smiled.
After my sift i walked on the street and everything was like a big plur. Everyone how walked past me had no face. I wondered home and sat on the bed. Then ... my phone rings. It was a strange number so i didn't answer to it. Then the same person sends me a text. It was David... I had to read the message over and over again until i remembered the whole thing. He was asking me out, i almost past out.
And that was it... First we just went to dinners and see a movie or somthing, but really quickly we were a couple...
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